Am having my brunch w Nadiah. Got myself KFC porridge today. It's been so long since I had 1. The last I had was on the day mum left us.. I remembered the last bowl of KFC porridge I bought for her that fateful day cos I was hopin to make her feels better after bein sick for days.
Then I was told to come back to work urgently. With a heavy heart I left her, reminded her to eat the porridge. Promised to be back by 2pm. Well, as promised.. I did came back before 2pm but ONLY to know that she's already gone by then. And I saw that bowl of porridge still untouched on the table.
This porridge incident often brings tears to my eyes. Mebe that's the reason why I've alwez turns off my craves for KFC porridge. Cos this will reminds me more of her. But I cant today.. I needed it. I wasnt too well. And each feed I had. It reminds me of her having that porridge from KFC. She loves them.. She really does.
Back then, there was no KFC breakfast at Bishan. So each time, she got the urge for this porridge, Zali will have to drive us to AMK. That's the nearest I guess. And when Bishan branch started to have their breakfast, I was the one to tell Mak that we can have it here. Dont have to travel far and of cos she was delighted to hear that.
But too bad. She left the world before she could have just that one porridge bought from not more than 10mins walk from home. *sighs* Nvm. Its all over now. She's gone. Far away.. Leaving us.
I admit I'm missin her so much right now especially after so much things been happening in my life, our lives! *sobs* Mak, I miss you. I love you. No one could ever replace you, your love for us!
Al-Fateha, Hajjah Rumanah Jais. Amin.
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