Its polling day todae n its gonna b my 1st poll. Veri eager.. veri anxious. Hahaa.. Pgi2, rmai org da start making dier way 2 Fernvale Pri Sch, d polling stn nearest 2 my area. Jz a fw mins walk frm my blk so hubby & I planned 2 go a bit ltr 2 avoid d long queues. Lots of cars comin in n out non stop. Bz hr!!
Todae, Nadiah genap sbln. Cpt seh msa b'lalu. Da bsr anak aku. Hehee.. Act, suppose 2 go 4 her injection todae but I changed her appt 2 Monday instead. Nadiah, dia active skit dari kakak dia esp @nite. Bila mlm jek, mata dia bukak besar. Tnak tdo tpi dia tak crewet or nangis ar. Alhamdulillah, if not.. da org kna lyan dia nye nangis nti. But 1 ting, biar dia duk cradle. Coz kat cradle dia duk diam, nti dia tgk sna, tgk sni.. but if kita baring kan dia @katil/playpen, dia cam rimas n sure dia mrengek mintak d dukung etc.
So far, mlm.. dia bgn twice aftr her last feed @12am. Mcm kakak dlu skali jek bgn. So dis tym, ku parah skit. Hubby pun tarak bgn, bgi susu kat bdk nie. His reasons.. he's got 2 wake up early @6am. Duh! Even on Sundays, wen u'r not wrkin pun u tarak bgn bgi susu. Blek2 I jgk yg bgn.. True indeed wen pple says, 1st tym dpt anak.. suma ghairah nak bgn susukan.. lma2, pelan2 suami tarik diri n bila de anak kdua, jgn ckp.. sumtyms totally istri yg handle sorg2. I eva voice out 2 hubby abt dis. Blek2 I kna mrah. Haizz.. Nsib baik 4 nw, mak & baba is ard 2 take turns jga bdk nie.
While mak & baba tdo dgn Diah, me tdo dgn Dhirah. But den, sumtyms during d nyt even Dhirah t'jga2 due 2 bad dreams. Dia skrg2 kerap ngigau. Ntah tak tau knp, mebe dia t'lalu byk main during d day but mak kta kemungkinan jgk sbb dia da de adik. Jdi cam tkut yg diri dia tak d syg lgi gitu. Ntah eh.
Dhirah nwdays selalu kna mrah dgn ayah dia sbb skrg dia crewet. Skit2 nangis n manja sgt dgn me smpai me kkdg nak layan adik pun tak bole. She alwez wants me to pls her n ikut kan kehendak dia. Kcian c adik, sbb kkdg t'pksa ask mak or baba tgk2 kan adik. Dhirah syik nak menyelit/m'bontot je mana I pegi. Klau bole, wateva she do.. she wans me ard her. I kcian jgk dgn Dhirah tu, yela dia kan msh kcik n tym gni la dia spatutnye b'mnja but den nsib dia ade adik yg kna share her parent's love.
O ya, mum prnh sound me. Klau bole hv another child n sruh b'doa/smbhyg hajat agar dpt a boy pulak. Kta nye utk msa akan dtg sekiranye hubby pergi dlu sblm I. At least ders a son yg bole bntu. Bkn b'maksud anak perempuan takle bntu but den once dey'r married, dorg ikut suami. So susah skit if dorg nak bntu, lain dgn anak lelaki. Act, klau bole, wna stop here but tgk la nti if thn2 akan dtg, klau de rezki.. hopefully dpt baby boy lak. Insya'Allah. Hehee..