Together..

They vrrooomm there.. They vrrooomm here..

They played, they sing and laughed together..

Soon aftr.. I heard them quarrelled..
Fighting over the rides..
*faint* hehehe..

I told them off and then left them to do my work in the kitchen..
Then.. there's total silence..
I peeped the living room, they aint there..

So, when to check the rooms..
And I found them..













Sleeping together on the floor!!

Accident happens!

Not even for a day, the bike is with us..
In fact, just within hours..

Accident happens!!

But take a look at this..










See the slant?

And this is the cause of it..


Whose fault?

Nadhirah said..
"Adik main.. PECAH!!"

Now.. Ayah, can get it repair at ur workshop?" hehehe..

Bon appetite!

I made quite a few of this for lunch.. While preparing.. mak called askin me to go down to collect some items she had bought for me.. As I was busy, dad went up instead.. She had gone to the pasar Geylang with Wak Asnah.

She bought for me:

1. Ikan bawal
2. Chicken wings
3. Prawns

Thanks mak.. You knew just what I wanted.. hahaha..

And besides that, she even bought me lunch as well..


Hmm.. yummy yummy! hehehe..

Now, I felt guilty for not able to pack them my
sausage parathas..  *sigh*

I made quite a few of the sausage parathas but hubby only ate one as he's already late for work.. And I cant simply finish all foods since I've got chicken pitas frm mak as well. So I made few more of the parathas.. served them nicely on a plate and
then.. went *knock-knock* my neighbour's door.. hehehe..

Bon appetite!

Now.. I'm too full for any dinner.. hehehe..

Gifts for them..

Yesterday..
mak called askin if she could pick us up after the maghrib prayers..
As she wanted to get a gift for Nadhirah's belated birthday.. hehe

Askd permission frm hubby and he approves..

And they picked us up to Bishan, there's a pasar malam goin on..
There.. the girls was given a chance to choose their rides..


They had a hard time choosing.. especially Nadiah.. hehehe..


And finally, we choose for them these..







The bike just arrived this aftrnoon..
Nadhirah have yet to see this..

She is still in school nw..

I'm sure she'll be happy to see it..

No need
to fight over the car with Nadiah anymore. hehehe..

Cos yesterday, we only managed to bring home one..
So, told the girls to share..

But, Nadiah refused to!
She conquered the car the whole night.
She dont want to share the ride with Nadhirah.

Poor Nadhirah gave in and play with her old ride..
which is pretty small for her now..



Nadiah is lucky to have an understanding sister..
Yet, she still loves to bully her..
hehehe..

Dont cry, ok?

I've been cryin myself out for the past few days.
And when I need a shoulder to cry on.. I was given two shoulders..
The girls' shoulders!

When Nadhirah saw the tears in my eyes.. she askd,
"Kenapa nangis ma? nanak cry.. da da.. nanak cry ok?"

Then, she wiped off the tears and consoled me again and again.
She will hugged me tight and at tyms when she cant control herself, she even cried with me. And I had to consoled her instead.

Nadiah who only stood one side, watched frm far with a smile.
And slowly she approaches us with her arms wide open.

This morning.. I was surprised when Nadhirah suddenly hugged me when I was putting on her shoes.. She looked at me with a smile and said,
"Mama.. nanak cry ok.. dont cry ok!"

I knew what she meant.. She doesnt want me to cry when she aint ard.
I was touched.. I hugged her back!

"Ok.. mama wont cry.. I promise!"

But I broke the promise.. I cried.. but it was tears of joy..
Alhamdulillah, its finally over.
He finally spoke to me and break all spells..

Thanks, Allah.. for everything..
Now.. its back to normal.. My nights will no longer be lonely.
Syukur Alhamdulillah..

Luahan Hati

masih kah ada cinta dihati mu
cinta yang mekar bak bunga yang mewangi harum
masih kah ada rasa rindu yang mendalam
bak pungguk merindui bulan yang menyinari malam

malam ku tidak berbintang
hanya ditemani cahaya bulan yang terang
hati ku semakin sunyi dan sepi
sementara menanti tibanya matahari terbit

ku bagai kan burung yang patah sayap nya
yang tidak mampu terbang sesuka hati
haruskah ku mencari jalan seterus nya
agar bisa ku dapat terbang semula

fikiran ku terganggu
jiwa ku kacau dan meronta
nafas ku tersekat
hati ku terluka

Ya Allah.. tabahkan lah hatiku
untuk menghurungi segala dugaan Mu
hanya pada Mu ku berserah kini
menentukan yang terbaik bagi diri ku

Its Friday, again!

The girls had some fun at the playground after school
since its been awhile they went over to play.

I told the girls to hold hands and walk together.

But Nadiah just refused to..

She wanted to run and get to the playground first!

I told her,
"You dont hold hands with kakak, cannot play!
We go home!"

Then I saw, Nadhirah takes Nadiah's hand and persuaded adik to listen to her.
"Come adik, pimpin..
we go there.. main, ok?"

And adik replied.. "O.K!"




They then walkd slowly to the playground..
Singing and laughing away
Cute la both! =D

My lil shadow

My little angel,
Nur Nadiah Nisabella..

Eversince her dearest sister goes to school..
She'll be left alone at home..
Alwez wonder what she can do alone..

Most tyms, she'll sleep till her sister is back frm sch.
But dis fw days, she's been following me around..


Even in here..






But this one.. not new to me.. She's bn doin that many2 time oredi..
She'll be sitting there and wait till I'm done.. hehehe..

Hubby said to her..
"Mama iyak ucuk pun adik suka nah duk dlm tunggu!!" *LOL*

Thanks, EddyHana!!

Pictures courtesy of Dee, Hana & Aisah..
Thanks, babes!! I love you! *hugs&kisses*

And nice meeting you ladies..
Hope to meet up again soon.. =)

Just my luck!

Arrgghh..
I'm so PISSED OFF!!

With who? With no one but ME
OR
mebe with my Nokia N73!!

Because of it..

I've lost all the pictures I had snapped last weekend.
Lots of pics taken @Eddyhana's plc..
And another was a family pics @playground..

Arrgghh.. Feddup siak!! Bingit bingit bingit!! Eeee.. =D

Well, I dont really know what happened. But I'm 100% sure I didnt deleted it off.
I had marked all the pics, getting readi to send using bluetooth then I got distracted with the program on TV. The next thing I knew..

My mobile was switched off.
I thought it was normal as these fw days, my mobile keep switchin off by itself.
Or perhaps.. its the girls.. they accidentally pressed "DELETE"..
Hmm..

I opened my files but to my dissapointment..
it was all GONE!! *sobs*

If only the girls didnt spoil my card reader.. I wouldnt have lost all the pictures.
Now, no point crying over spilt milk.. *sigh*

ps: Hana, Aisah & Dee..later I "curi" some pictures frm you guys ok? hehehe..
Thanks, ladies!! I love you!! *hugss&kisses*

Hugs/kisses for Ayah

While waitin for Nadhirah's school bus..



Ok.. the school bus is here..

Hugs & kisses for ayah!!



Eh eh..
For ayah ONLY ke?

MAMA?!


Both father and daughter had left for school/work..
Leaving me and Nadiah, home alone.

And now Nadiah had also left me..
She had dozed off to LALA..LAND!!

Argghhh!!
so many things to do..

I wished I could sleep too..
Syiokk tau tido hujan-hujan gini!! *giggles*

Dinner @Desa Kartika

We had planned to go Pondok Gurame Restaurant todae for dinner.

But seems like that Pondok Gurame no longer exist here..
Not sure if you guys out there are aware of it, cos
we're still among the few who thought its business still alive and kicking..
or is it still? I wonder.. hehehe..

We spent almost 2hrs deciding on where to go next.
And finally decided to go Desa Kartika instead.
So, we headed down town.. to Takashimaya..



We ordered quite a lot.. mebe cos we're too hungry.. hehehe.. I bet, even the girls are hungry.. But they dont eat much like us.. They ate only plain nasi kuning.. ishk.. hehee..

Dinner are courtesy of my two brothers,
Lan & Zali..
Its their treats todae..

So, Dhirah/Diah.. ckp terima kasih kat abang uncles..

"Terima kasih, Abang.. Eh..
Terima kasih PAKCIK!!"
hahaha..

For the girls again..

I was busy cleaning up the girls' room when Zali called me..

He called asking what the girls will be wearing for tomorrow's dinner. I said, mebe the new pink dresses he had bought for them last week. Yeah, probably that one. hehehe..

But he requested not to let them wear that..

WHY?!

Because, he had bought new clothes for them!
He said, its much more nicer than the dresses and
he would like the girls to wear this with any jeans/skirts.

He's so in love with the two blouses that
he even take the trouble to snap a pic of it and mms me..

He's really so excited!! I can tell.. hehehe



Both same size..
so, who do think gonna wear the white..
and who wears pink?!

Pink?! Seems red to me..
Am I colour blind? No.. I'm not..
Hmm.. mebe its a darker pink la.. *winks* 

I bet he cant even wait to see the girls wearing it..
And I cant wait myself to get my tummy fill.. hehehe..

We're goin Pondok Gurame..
I tink thats wer we're goin.. =D

The other attire

Its been a week of school and play.


And I nearly forgot abt
this set of the school uniform..









So, its her first day wearing the PE attire, todae..

Because I dont know when n when she gotta wear it,
Maybe I knew but I forgot ah so, I calld up the school to make enquiries..
Biasa la.. mama dia ni da la lembab/pelupa lak.. hahaa


See how happy she is when she's all ready to go to school..



I'm so proud of Nadhirah..
She's so independent.

She would jump and shout..

"Ma.. bus.. ma.. da sampai!"

She knows that's her transport..
to fetch her to school with fellow frens.. hehehe

"Ma.. salam ma.. kiss kiss!"
"Babai, mama.. babai adik!"

So clever!

As the transport drove off in front of us..
Nadiah's face became gloomy..

Alahai.. cian adik.. no pren..

Anak-anak solehah.. Insya'allah

Ya ALLAH, berkati lah dan sayangilah saudara-saudara ku.
Bahgiakan seisi keluarganya, sihatkan tubuh badannya, luaskan rezekinya, kuat kan imannya. Berikan kenikmatan dan ibadah padanya, jauhkannya dari fitnah, harungilah ia dengan ketabahan dan ketapwaan.. Amin

Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah




The girls joined me for solats earlier on..

After we're done with each prayers..
Askd the girls to took off the telekungs.. so I could put it away..
but both of them just refused to take it off.. hehehe

(so dengan cepat.. snaps few shots of them..
they're so cute!!)

Semoga anak-anak mama menjadi anak-anak yang sholehah.
Amiinn

SICK.. SAKIT.. PAIN!!

Poor Nadhirah.. She's sick!!
She's having runny nose + coughs since last night.

I've called up both sch and her transport that she's not attendin school todae.
Will be back to sch by tomorrow if she's well.

When I told her, she wont be goin to school todae.
She then said to me..

"Nak school.. nak baju.. nak bus!!"

*sigh*

We just cant be irresponsible by letting our sick child to school
and let the other kids get affected.. Can, we?

I explained to her..

"Cant go school.. you're sick.
wait your friends will also get sick too..
I promise, once you're well..
you can go back to school, ok?"

She replied in a softly.. "OK!"
I wonder if she understands that.. hehehe..

I felt so pitiful for her. She's all excited on goin to school. She's been lookin forward for it. but nvm my dear, just rest at home with the rest of us who are also sick.. tomorrow will come soon..

Yeah.. everyone are sick!!

Nadiah having runny nose. I'm having fever + coughs..
And ayah just called from work.. He's sick too..

SAKIT GIGI
yg ter-amat sakit!!
ADUII.. kesiannya..

3 Days of school

Her first day of school was good.
She was excited!! So am I!! hehee..
Took pictures of her while waiting for the school bus.
But once in school, I was busy monitoring her frm the glass window
that I forgot to snap pictures of her having fun!!



Her second day of school was as great.
She was anxiously waiting for her school bus together with little sister, Nadiah.
Managed to take few pictures of her in class todae.
Nadiah & I left home early.
Left Nadhirah alone takin the school bus back home where we will be waiting for her..



Third day of school. I put my trust to the bus driver.
I'm not sendin her to school but will be waiting for her there.
She was good, Alhamdulillah.
Like the first two days, she didnt even cry!



I'm so proud of my baby girl!!

Thank yous!

Zalie & CT came over earlier on.
They had brought lil prezzie for the girls.

A beautiful pink princess dresses for each.





They were here for just a while..
Even the girls wished the beloved guests could stay much longer.
Next time come earlier la.. then can stay longer!! =D

I remembered how Nadhirah made CT to sit and play with her..
"Sit.. duduk sini!! hehehe..


The girls love CT's company but not Zalie's.. hahaha..

He's a BULLY!!

No wonder the girls alwez clicked to CT instead!! hahaha

Her rewards

After school, I brought the girls to Compasspoint.
Wanted to get something for Nadhirah, for bein such a good girl.

As a reward, she's got herself a swensens treats!!




Yeah..
a swensens ice-cream treats!!
hehehe..

Too bad, we've had chicken rice @banquet earlier.
If not, we'll probably have our dinner @swensens. hehehe..

And not only that..
She's got another rewards of..





Be a good girl till the next semester..
You'll get more rewards then.. =)
Till then, enjoy school, ok!!

She's OK!

Its Nadhirah's 3rd day of school todae.
I had planned not to go to her school todae but I changed my mind..
Cos, I've promised myself, if Nadhirah passed her third day in sch,
I'll reward her with something.

While waiting for the bus, I told her..
"Dhirah, mama wont follow you..
you go school on your own, ok?"

She replied,
"OK!"
then.. she cont..
"mana bus?!" hehehe..

When the bus arrived, she held my hand and then kiss goodbye.
My heart goes, dap-dup-dap-dup.. hehehe..
Its my first tym, letting her off to school on her own..

She seems so cool.. so brave!!
And I'm so proud of her!


Nadiah & I were waiting for Nadhirah and the rest to reach sch.
We took cab to school in order to reach there earlier to catch Nadhirah frm far..
(semangats seh kita.. hehehe.. )

While waiting, adik made fren with this cute boy.
Sempat adik eh.. hahaha..



Then, I saw a group..
From far, I could see her.. and her face..
No signs of fear, tears and all.
I'm sooo.. relieved!
When she saw us, she smiled!

Definitely, a reward waiting for her..

While waiting..

Nadiah watched Nadhirah playing with toys/friends through the windows.
She wished she could join in the fun as well.

Each time she saw Nadhirah, she cried out her sister's name..
"Diyah!! Diyah!!"
hehehe..

Once I see everything was ok.
We went home and intend to wait for Nadhirah at the pick-up point.



Along the way, Nadiah was cranky!!

And I had to carry her all the way home from the Fernvale LRT station.
My feet/hands almost gave up on me! I was tired!! hahaha..


Finally, we reached the pick-up point, that is my void-deck..
And we are on time to received Nadhirah.

The bus-driver said,
she's been a good girl.
She didnt even cry.. Alhamdulillah..

1st day, I was with her to and back frm sch, took the sch bus together.
2nd day, ONLY to sch, I took the bus with her
but let her on her own on way back.

And finally, tomorrow.. I'll put her to a test..
I wont be goin to sch. I'll just be around to send/pick her up at the void deck.
Hopefully, everythings gonna be fine..

Daddy's girls!!

I had decided to put her up der again probably till tomorrow but at a very last min,
we took her back. Her poor ayah had missed her so much. hehehe..

Lately, the girls and I had been slpin over @bishan,
so he hardly see them at home.

Especially nw that he's in the aftrnoon shift.
When he came back frm wrk, the girls are already asleep.
He wokes up the next day, he only get to spent fw mins with them before he left for work again. The girls too, alwez sees their ayah slpin through the day.. hahaha..

So, after we had our late dinner cum supper @RK House.
We went to pick Nadiah up.

Back home, the girls took pic with their loving dad..


Ayah stoney already.. He'll be in the mornin shift todae..

Her FIRST DAY @school

Alhamdulillah, everything was good!
She didnt cry when we board the school bus.
Mebe because I was with her except that I let her sit alone!

Then we walkd together to the "CHERRY" classroom.
She entered the room together with the other classmates.
And I was outside the room, only managed to peep through the windows.

Saw her walking up and down, to and fro..
looking for..
TOYS/FRIENDS!!
hehehe

Sykur Alhamdulillah, she didnt shed a tear even
when she saw few of her classmates cried.

Throughout the 1hr, I stood outside the window, peeping wheneva possible. Sometimes when she noticed me, she wld call for me to come in. Told her in hand signs,
"I cant come in.. Go and play with your friends."
Then off she goes.. hehehe..

At the end of day, we board the school bus again..
And the funny thing abt it was..
Nadhirah refused to go home
when we finally reached our destination!!

(looks like she loves to go school after all!! hahaha)

I was so anxious that I forgot to write her name on her bag/bottle..
Back home, I took a black marker and starts to scribble on them..

TWO of US!!

Early morning.. Nadhirah & I left Cik Norliah's place for her
Developmental Checkup @Ang Mo Kio Polyclinic.


Left Nadiah at Cik Norliah's plc with her and mak.
Its easier w/o her tagging along.
Cos we'll be rushing here and there.

The Developmental Assessment was good.
Nadhirah managed to do/answers most questioned askd.

And she was told to stack up the mini blocks high up..
She tried many times but failed.
As she reaches the top, it toppled on her.
Told her not to give and try harder.

She tried for two more times..
And she still fails.
Then she went off to play the bigger blocks.
But she came back after the nurse calld her back.
And she tried again.

After two more trials..
She finally gets it!! Yehh!!
(seriously, I'm happy for her.)

Nadhirah are indeed growing.
She's now 13.3kg and 91cm tall.

91cm, huh?
I assume, she's got to pay for any mrt/bus rides now?
hehehe..

Now, we've got an hour more to rest or to do our things before
Dhirah & I get readi for SCHOOL!!
hehee

Preparations for school

I am a KIASU parents.. hehehe..
YES, I admit.. I AM!
*winks*

Before leaving for the kenduri held @Cik Norliah's todae..
I make sure that I've prepared all the necessary preparations for
Nadhirah's First Day of school!
First, I ironed her clothes together with her name tag on.



Then making sure her hairclips, shoes and socks and sch bag are placed near somewhere visible, for easy access, in case we're late tomorrow. You'll never know what's gonna happen when u're nervous.. hahaa..



Tomorrow will be a long day for both Dhirah & I.
I had to rush to the polyclinic for her checkup in the morning,
and to school in the aftrnoon.

And I had planned to put Nadiah up with my parents for the day.
Hopefully, everything goes well..