The bowl of porridge

Am having my brunch w Nadiah. Got myself KFC porridge today. It's been so long since I had 1. The last I had was on the day mum left us.. I remembered the last bowl of KFC porridge I bought for her that fateful day cos I was hopin to make her feels better after bein sick for days.

Then I was told to come back to work urgently. With a heavy heart I left her, reminded her to eat the porridge. Promised to be back by 2pm. Well, as promised.. I did came back before 2pm but ONLY to know that she's already gone by then. And I saw that bowl of porridge still untouched on the table.

This porridge incident often brings tears to my eyes. Mebe that's the reason why I've alwez turns off my craves for KFC porridge. Cos this will reminds me more of her. But I cant today.. I needed it. I wasnt too well. And each feed I had. It reminds me of her having that porridge from KFC. She loves them.. She really does.

Back then, there was no KFC breakfast at Bishan. So each time, she got the urge for this porridge, Zali will have to drive us to AMK. That's the nearest I guess. And when Bishan branch started to have their breakfast, I was the one to tell Mak that we can have it here. Dont have to travel far and of cos she was delighted to hear that.

But too bad. She left the world before she could have just that one porridge bought from not more than 10mins walk from home. *sighs* Nvm. Its all over now. She's gone. Far away.. Leaving us.

I admit I'm missin her so much right now especially after so much things been happening in my life, our lives! *sobs* Mak, I miss you. I love you. No one could ever replace you, your love for us!

Al-Fateha, Hajjah Rumanah Jais. Amin.

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d.u.s.t.y ! !

Blog cleaning in progress!

*Aacchooo!!* Aiyoo.. So dusty!! Hehe..

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She's gone

I havent been blogging since mum's demise last November. Her absence, made me lost for a while. I have to juggle with work, home and he kids on my own now. And with the girls studying in different session, different schools just make things go crazy. I've been more tired than before.

But Alhamdulillah, we managed so far. I'm glad I have my brothers & sis-in-law to help me with. And together we looked after Baba. The bond just gets stronger by days and hopefully in mths and years to come, hoping this bond will never be broken.

Another heartbreaking news for our family again. Just two wks ago, grandma left us next. Pity dad for losing both his love ones. I'm sure he's the one who is most affected with these blows.

"Be strong, Ba.. we're here for you. Insya'Allah."

Today, marks Mak's 100days. Al-Fateha to Hajjah Rumanah Jais.
Smoga rohnye dirahmati Allah S.W.T. Insya'Allah. Amin.

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Nadhirah's P1 Orientation

It's her P1 Orientation today. And we're already here. Before that we managed to get a good breakfast at McDonald's. Yummy!

She's one happy girl to be in Townsville Primary. Hope she's able to cope with everything taught there. Insya'Allah.



Just like her mother, she's the shortest among the other girls. Haha..
But nvm, she's in the right class. JOY!!

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Alhamdulillah.. She's out of danger

Thanks all for the Doas. She's out now..

The moment I saw her in front of my eyes, I couldn't hold my tears.



She's sleepin now, still under observation. Everything was smooth. Alhamdulillah. But I wonder till wat time, I'll be here. Mebe will just wait till she's awake..

Sorry for the late update. Was spendin the time with her and resting at the same time. I'm home now resting with my beloved. She's still pretty weak for now.

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She woke up already. Now playin with her big sister. When askd to eat meds, she refused and even bargained, "Adik makan ubat besok, bole?" hehehe.. so cute! Then I made a request to take a pic of her. She agreed. When I askd her to smile for the camera, she smiled. As usual, she would ask to take a look at the pic taken. But she wasnt at all happy. She said, "Adik tnak gambar nie. Adik takde mata!" hehe.. Wanna take a look at it? Get well soon, Nadiah! muackss!



Nur Nadiah Nisabella
"Thanks all for the Doas. I've taken my meds. Thanks again, all!"

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Prayers for her

Good morning, loves! I'm already here with my beloved.

While hub went to park his lorry. Nadiah and I went in first with the registration and the necessary checkups. She's just like an adult already. She looks so big and so brave. I'm proud of her cos I finally managed to explain to her why she have to do this as it's for her own good. She seems ok but I know she's still reluctant.

I still remember her saying this..
"Ma, Adik tnak pegi hospital. Nti klau doc cut mata Adik, nti Adik tkde mata.
Nti tggl 1 je mata Adik, Ma! Camne?!" hehehe..

Oh well, she's already here which I'm proud of her.

Nur Nadiah Nisabella:
"Pray for me, ok? Love you. Muacks!"

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I felt my heart sunken when Nadiah burst out cryin after she was given the jap. Her cries were loud then it dies slowly. She was put to sleep.

And I felt my heart sunken more when I saw her lyin down on the bed alone with her eyes still opens with tears rollin down her cheeks.

Was told to wait outside the room while the procedure is on.

"Mama & ayah are still here ok, Adik! Don't worry k. We love you. Muacks!"

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My poor baby..

I just came back from the KKH. Had gone there for consultation for my poor baby, Nadiah. Her left eye was swollen that we have to send her to the polyclinic for a checkup. But the doc said, it was big. Better to refer her to the hospital instead and we did.

Just look at her.. Her swollen left eye. Pitiful right? She can hardly open up her eyes. *sigh*

Doc said they might need to do a minor surgery/cut on it. Not to worry, she'll be put to sleep when the procedure takin place. Supposed to get it done today at 10.30pm but hub suggested to get it done in the morning instead. I find it better also cos she have to fast for at least 3hrs before the procedure. And thinkin that
she had been fasting full day today and had just break her fast. And to let her fast again for the next 3hrs, will just makes her fobia to fast again.. dont u tink?

So, we'll be back again to the KKH again tomorrow morning.. For now, let me have that rest first. Goodnight, love! Goodnight, Nadiah! Muackss.. Tomorrow, everything will turn out fine. Insya'Allah. =)

Selamat Berpuasa~

"Alhamdullilah, bertemu lagi Ramadan yang Mulia.. Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa kepada Semua Umat Islam.."

My last day at DMU for my Advance Makeup Workshop.

And for this week, I've got Raudah for my 2days model. Thankiu, babe!



This is taken on Wednesday.

And for this week, we covered "Deep Socket" for Bridal Makeup. Its pretty difficult. Alhamdulillah, I managed to do my best though its still not as perfect as Nazlin's. More practices needed for this one. Insya'allah, I'll be able to master it in no time!



And this is taken on Thursday. And to do this, we're given 1hr 15mins to finish the full makeup. This is like a test to us. Alhamdulillah, I managed to finish on time. So, how was it?! *winks*

And since today was our last day at DMU. We actually exchange numbers and email address to keep in touch with one another. We had fun with all the photo shoots and poses. You'll be missed, ladies! *hugs*

And to Nazlin, thanks for bein a great teacher. Thanks for all the guidances and tips you've shared with us all. You'll be missed too! *hugs* muackss!!

P1 Registration for Nadhirah!

I'm finally done with Nadhirah's Primary One Registration!
I enrolled her to Townsville Primary School.

And she's one happy girl. She cant even wait to get
herself a new school uniform, shoes, bags etc. hehehe..

Now, I just need to wait for any calls in case there's a ballot.
If not, we'll just need to wait for the letter for her Orientation Day.

All the best! Insya'allah..

BOOM!

I'm still sick! *sigh* I wonder when this coughs gonna end!!

And there's so much things on my mind now..
My brain will explode in no time!!

Bapoks nite?!

I've been sick since last nite, I felt terrible. With all the shivering, coughing and a blocked nose made it worst. I felt breathless and restless.

Seen doctor in the morning. Took my meds and rest. At 6pm, I'm contemplating wder to go or not to go for my DMU workshop today since I'm not well. But today's lesson would be the Bridal Makeup Technique. *sigh* Shd I go or not? But when I've decided on going, none of the people I msged could make it.

I gave up!

An hour later, there was hope. Raudah could make it and off we go.. We sure had fun with all the contrasting colors and all. Its pretty tough to get the perfect socket for the bridal technique. Much practices needed for this one.



Raudah is so cute and funny. After lookin at herself in the mirror or tru the snaps in the cam, she said.. She looked like a bapoks! Oppssss.. hehehe.. No wori, babe. You're gorgeous!! Honest.

At the end of the lesson, we took pictures together.

Smoky + Arabian

Its the 3rd week of my DMU workshop. And I'm pretty excited for today's lesson.

Why?

Because, we're covering Smoky Eyes & Arabian Eyes techniques.

Yup, its a 2-in-1 lesson. And for bein a sporting model, Lynn allows me to do both techniques on her eyes so that I could do hands-on to the lesson I've learnt today.



Now, the lessons are getting more interesting..
Next week, its gonna be a Bridal Makeup Techniques. I cant wait for that.

C-L-A-S-S-I-C R-E-D-!!

Another day of my Advance Makeup Workshop with DMU. It was really fun!

When we arrived, we first did the basic makeup. I put my last week lesson into practice and I did just fine. Alhamdulillah.. hehe..

What did I learn today? Well, we did a classic eyeshadow makeup with a bold lipstick color.. I picked RED for my model. hehehe.. It was pretty nice on her. Sexy! But it would be more sexier if its on me! lols



I definitely had fun today! Cant wait for the next lesson.. I'll be learning how to do "SMOKY EYES!" Wee~ I like that!!

Her first visit to Diners

Finally, Arniza came down with Baby Alya today! Yey! hehe..

I was so delighted they came. I managed to carry her earlier but you knw, she vomited on me! hahaha.. Nvm, its ok cos I get to see her smiles after that. Yeah, she smiled at me.. She's so sweet!

Here's snaps of her with her aunties! hehehe

13-31 Birthday Surprise!

Back at home.. I had a suprise from my love ones..
Thanks, sayang! Thanks to all too.. The cake was yummy!




Yey!! I'm 13th!! Wee~ hehehe.. hahaa.. Like real! I cant believe I'm so old already! Aiyoo.. hahaha.. But I'm blessed havin my love ones around me. Alhamdulillah.

Oh yes, not forgetting, todae, is also a special day to me too.. Its my 7th Year Anniversary! Wee~ hehee.. And I cant believe this too.. that our marriage has come this far and hopefully goes even further.. Insya'allah..

To the special someone in my life..

"I want you to know how very much you mean to me.. how many dreams we've seen come true together and how important you are in my life.. I know I'll always be in love you.. You're still the ONE for me.. Insya'allah. And though time can change so many things, I know one thing is true... Time will never ever change the love I feel for you.. Happy 7th Wedding Anniversary! Hugs&Kisses. Muackss!"



I love you, Abdul Rahim Mohd Sultan!

My Birthday Makeover!

Its my birthday today! Wee~ And I'm 13 years old! hahaha.. Yeah, I wished I am! Okok, I'm 31!! How old more can I be, right? hehe..

Ok, I'm on half day leave and I'm meeting the girls for some fun! Guess where we go? Well, we booked a room in Hotel 81, Heritage! Wee~ When I told hub abt the plan.. He goes, "You girls are lesbians?" hahaha.. What a question..

Met Nur and both of us booked in first while waiting for Normi to join us.. and when she finally joined us.. We totally had fun!! Yippie!! =)





So, how was the birthday make-over? hahaha.. Thanks, Normi & Nur for the wonderful time spent! I simply had fun with my two best friends forever! Love you, BFFs!

It's B-L-O-O-M-S-!!

What goes around comes around.. How I believe this.. haha.. Previously on Lina's birthday, I had planned a prank on her. And todae, WAKENABEB!! hahaha..

I received this from them..



Its pretty convincing huh? Esp with the birthday card and all the best wishes written on it! Well, I really thought its my present and I'm delighted knowing I've got an Incanto Heaven from them. Little did I know its was all a scam! LOLS! I'm really stupid believing I'm actually getting an EMPTY bottle of that perfume! hahaha..

Only when Lynn passed me a much bigger package then I knew that was the actually gift they've got me! Oh man.. I was still in my "blur like sotong" mode! hahaha.. I'm really grateful to have a bunch of wonderful colleagues.. I love you all. Thanks!



Love the surprise.. Love the advanced gift you've got me! Thanks alot.. Appreciate it much, loves!

Happy 33rd to them!

I forgot.. its their 33rd Wedding Anniversary!!
Smoga ikatan yang telah lama dibina kekal ke akhir hayat.
Insya'allah. Amin!

Back to BASIC..

Went for my first lesson of Advanced Makeup Workshop conducted by Doll Me Up (DMU) - Nazlin Hilal. How was my first day? Well, it was fun and exciting!

I learnt alot today. From the basics of applying and also the uses of brushes.
I've still got a lot to learn. Hope to master all techniques learnt.




I've got Lynn to be my unpaid model. hehehe..
Thanks for volunteering. Really appreciate it

Here's my 1st masterpiece.