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It was early in d mornin ard 4am wen I suddenly realised my pants are wet!!
Tot I wet myself but tink again..
Why shd I b wet my bed for?!! Duh!!
So dats wen I told mysef, it myt b d waterbag?
WATERBAG??!
I remain cool.. went to d toilet to clean mysef.. Slowly woke hubby up n informd him of d latest update. He's shockd but askd me to let mum knw abt it. C wat she says abt it. Mum askd if its 4 real coz ders so many false alarm goin on 4 d past days. Hehehee..
Baby playin tricks on us!
Clever ar? Hehee..
Mum told me to wait a while, c if ders any more water drippin. S I was abt to climb back to my bed lyk d past nites, I cud feel d water burstin frm below..
Got redi, while hubby calld 4 cab. I was reali suprised dat its alredy tym 4 me to deliver coz throughout d nite, ders no pain, no contractions n d waterbag jz burst suddenly. But in d cab, I cud feel d pain oredi n my back startin to hurt. Still cud bear wif it doe.
Once @KKH, I was being wheel chaired 2 d delivery suite. Dey brought me to 1 of d rms available. While I'm gettin mysef comfortable in der, hubby went up & down to settle some documents. Aftr a while, doc checkd on me. He said my cervix has open up 4cm.
Lots of questions popping on my mind.
"Hw big was 4cm? Till hw many den its reli tym 4 pushing? At dat tym, I reli wonder.. Hw long will I b in pain? 10hrs? more den 20hrs?"
Gosh.. Cun imagine I'm goin tru all dis.. I kept lukin at d clock.. doin my countin!! Hehee.. Slowly d contractions gettin unbearable esp aftr 0600hrs. Wen d midwife notis me bein uncomfy, she askd if I nid any epidural and hubby was d one who replied confidently, "NO.. SHE DONT NEED IT!!" Hehehe..
So she suggested me use d gas mask. At d same tym, I read all d DOAs I can tink of.. Ders tym wen I cun bear d pain. So, calld 4 hubby. Told him dat I'm in pain. Hubby panic jgk so he calld 4 d midwife again n again 2 c hw I'm doin. Der's once, d midwife cekd on my cervix n said dat its oredi open up to 8cm. Huh?? 8cm oredi but still not tym 4 deliver?! Sux..
hw long more must I wait?!
Ggrrrrr..
Once, I felt s if I wna past motion reli bad.. Hubby told d midwife but she said its normal at dis stage. Aiyyoo.. wat m I to do? I reali feel lyk shittin.. Gosh!! My back hurts a lot.. d contraction's unbearable.. Ders no words to describe siah.. Arrghhh..
I cun help tellin hubby off once. Guess, he's bein cool w/o yellin at me back. Hehehe.. D mask is no use 4 me oredi.. I wonder y, is it bcoz I din use it properly or is it bcoz d pain was totally unbearable.. Den I begd hubby, yeah begd hubby to call 4 d nurse. D pain was so damn hurt..
B4 hubby cud jz do dat, d midwife came in n checkd on me. Den heard she said..
"OK, ITS TIME!!"
Alhamdulillah.. my prayers r answered. At 1st, I cud not push my baby, I was struggling.. I failed my pushin stage n lucky d midwife taught me how 2. I cont pushin till I heard hubby said she cud oredi c d bb's head. I tried fw more push but bb still dun wna cum out.
I began to panic wen midwife told me bb's heartbeat was low and
she suggested I shd give a very BIG push!!
Syukur Alhamdulillah, its finally ovr.
@0857hrs, I'v safely given birth to a cute lil princess..
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Nur Nadhirah Natasha, dats d name both hubby & I gave her. Nur(cahaya) Nadhirah(yg b'seri, yg segar) Natasha(Hmm.. bn finding but not found.. hehehe) But definately hubby's in love wif d name Natasha.. I wonder why.. *scratch head* =)
Dhirah.. she's so adorable. She's got 2 sweet dimples. Luv d way she luk at us esp wen she smiled. She reli brighten up my day. Glad 2 hv her wif me nw.. She reli completes my life..
Wow.. still cun believe dat I'm a mum nw. And wat's unbelievable was.. I went tru d whole delivery smoothly doe der was a lil panicked once a while. Hehee.. Aftr goin tru d delivery. I den realise hw mak bring me 2 dis world. She had gone tru a lot of hardships esp during labour.
Here's d pics 4 d day wif my family & my newborn.. Enjy!!
4 more pics, click on d image..
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