We'r TOO LATE!!!

Last wkend.. went 2 1 of d flea market. Todae planned 2 go 2 another one but den kita t'lmbt. We arrived @China Square Central abt 7pm. Lmbt kan?! So ders nth 2 see at all. Hubby de tnya me, do dey open on Sat or jz Sun or on both days? Told him, wkend market sure 2 open on both days pe cuma d tym, me not too sure but msti tak bukak smpai mlm nye, only till certain tym je. So tu la, we jz try our luck n nsib kita tak baik la tu.. da takde. Hehee.. Hubby la nie.. tdi blek lmbt. Gi servis kreta la knon. Hmmphhh..

But der, I managed 2 shop 4 a while. Bli 2psg bju. Maklum la, duit PP da msuk!! Ahakz.. Shoppin la! Den kita duk2 ambil angin kjp n let Dhirah play ard. Bila dia nmpk de fountain, suka la dia dpt main air. Hbis bju dia suma basah. Mak askd if I bring any xtra bju 4 her. I said no. Kcian dia kesejukkan kjp dlm kreta bila kna aircon. Hehee. Tu la, da kta jgn main air.. nak main jgk kan. Jdi mcm adik.. Diam je, kje dia tdo je. Beh nti mlm, tnak tdo. Haizz..

Hubby kta, esk dia nak gi China Square Central tu lgi. Dis tym round, nak dtg siang skit ktanye. Hehee.. We'll c abt it. Tkut last min, de aje yg spoil program nti.

Hepi Bday, Zalie!!

Deareast Zalie..

Slmt Ulang Tahun yg ke 20thn!! Smoga pnjang umur n d murahkan rezki nye. We miss u bro! Cun wait 4 u 2 come back nx mth. Counting d days.. Jgn lupa bwa ole2 dari sna ya. Hehee.. Tk cr! C ya soon.

Psstttttt.. nak present bday tak? Tgguuuuu bln dpn aite. Kekeee..

Dhirah shoppin sakan todae..

Saw Dhirah's new hairdo? Nak tau tu sape nye kje? Its hubby's.. Hehee.. At 1st, I didnt knw wat he's up to but bila dia start dandan anak dara dia yg sulung nie.. Haa kau.. ku tgk mcm b'slerak jek!! Hehee.. Tpi lawa lak bila da fully done. Gd job!! Hehee..

Earlier on, we went 2 1 of d flea market wic was shwn on Suria Segar fw wks ago. Not much tings to see mebe we came a lil bit late. Aftr dat headed 2 United Square coz hubby nak bli kan Dhirah kasut. Dia nak bli kan tpi in d end ku jgk yg byr. Byr pun pkai duit sape, dia jgk. Haha.. D shoe nice, veri pretty cuma ku tkut dia tak dpt pkai lma. Coz u knw la, kids kan grw veri fast so tkut in fw mths or mebe fw wks tym da tak muat da.. Kan syg. Tpi baba kta takpe, in future Diah le gnti pkai. So tak wasted sgt la kan.

Todae Dhirah yg shoppin sakan seh. Bli kasut, bju, hairclips etc.. Ishk2. Kcian adik, me tak tau nak bli kan dia ape sinz she's too small. Tpi seriusly, didnt reli buy much 4 Diah coz k'bykkan bju/brg2, dia pkai kakak nye. Lgipun bju2/brg2 kakak msh in gd condition. Nsib baik jgk la de Diah, at least t'pkai jgk brg2 tu suma.

I dunno y, nari aleh2 tekak t'rsa nak mkn satay. So, gara2 nak mkn satay, we went Hougang. But den syg nye.. takde yg jual. Offday kot nari? Hehee.. So der goes my chance to eat satay. Klau tau, gi kat Sembahwang tu. Knfm ade.. Hehee.. Mcm tau jek aku nie.. Buat nye takde, msuk angin kuar asap jgk!!

Mama's lil angels

Hi gals.. I'v got video 2 share wif u. Video Dhirah pangku Diah. Veri cute of Dhirah. Tak hbis2 nak kiss adik dia. At 1st dia mcm ghairah nah nak pangku adik dia but in d end, bila kaki dia da start lenguh agknye.. She tried to push awy her lil sister. Kcian adik. K la, enjy d shw. Me wna get sum rest nw.. Nyts!!

Baby's home.. FINALLY!!!

Lpas urut tdi, received a call frm Ward 32 Nursery. Act, ingt nak call aftr 11am but dorg yg col pgi. Upon hearin Nadiah da bole blek, t'senyum lebar la aku. Hehee.. Waited 4 baba 2 reach hm 1st den kita suma siap2 den kuar gi KKH.

Once we reachd KKH, 1st ting we headed 4 was 2 d Birth Registration. Nid 2 send back d Baby Bonus forms. Pat sni jek, we wasted 2hrs waiting. Haiz.. Pe tak nye.. aftr 1 staff went 4 lunch, counter yg bukak cuma 1. Beh once he's back frm der.. Dorg syik attend 2 doz yg nak buat birth cert. Jdi I yg stakat hntr Baby Bonus forms tu, t'pksa la tggu. My mum smpai naik boring. Coz ders others yg dtg aftr us suma dah d pggl.. beh nama kita yg tak d pggl2. Klau org lain pun, sure ngamok jgk seh. So I went ovr 2 d counter n askd. Settle pe yg patut n hurriedly went upstairs 2 pick up my gal.

Msa nak salin kan Nadiah bju, me mcm da kekok seh. Hehee.. Bdk nye halus nye, I naik tkut. Yelah, Dhirah dlu kcik n nw da bsar pun. Da senang skit nak pkai kan bju. Klau susah pun sbb dia da pndai main lari2, tnak pkai bju. Hehee..

Dhirah hepi dpt kiss adik dia. Dari pat hosp smpai la ke rmh, tak hbis2 mintak kiss. Mintak kiss takpe.. Beh dia mintak nak dkong lak adik dia tu.. So kita duduk kan Dhirah n biar dia pangku adik dia. Suka dia. Hehee.. Tak caya.. tgk gmbr bwh nie..

Playful Nadhirah

I'm so tired todae.. So told hubby dat I wun b able to follow him 2 visit Nadiah @KKH todae. Hubby said its ok n askd me to hv my rest. I was awke near 2 waktu Maghrib. Calld hubby hu was on d way 2 hosp. I askd him 2 keep me posted of Nadiah's condition once he got der. He said he will.

Once hubby's back hm, he passd me d fon no of Ward 32 Nursery wic I nid 2 call tmr mornin @1100hrs to knw wder Nadiah is allow 2 go hm. Tdi msa hubby bgitau ovr d fon abt mebe Nadiah bole blek esk, me da hepi. Pe tak nye, almoz a wk tak dpt dokong or susu kan dia. Stiap kali dtg tgk dia, dia baru lpas susu n tgh tdo. Nurse tu tak kasi dkong coz dia baru tdo. But den yg geram nye, nari me kan tak trun coz pnat, hubby je yg trun sorg. Beh dia dpt lak dkong n susu kan anak. Nsib menyebelahi dia ar. Hehee.. Tpi takpe, klau esk Nadiah da le blek.. bole la me dkong dia spuas hati. Hahaa..

Seems lyk Dhirah pun mcm tak sbar seh. Coz stu hari nie dia mcm hepi smcm jek. I ges bdk kcik mcm Dhirah le dpt rasa ar. Nari pun dia mcm mnja nah. Suka nyakat org.. Skrg da pndai buli org ar dia. Nti dia mek brg org, beh smbunyikan bwh bntal etc.. beh eksen cari.. "Mane.. mane??" Hehee.. N lgi satu, bila kita mintak brg kita yg ade kat tngan dia.. dia ktawa kan kita. Bila kita kjar, mula la dia lari n try smbunyi kat mane2.. Of all pple, dia paling suka skali nyakat mak. Sbb ape.. nenek dia tu tak kuat nak kjar.. jdi bila nenek tak dtg kjar dia, dia yg akan dtg.. PUKUL nenek once/twice.. LAUGH n den RUNNNNNNNNN again!!!!! Heheee..

Fernvale Spring.. Here I come

I'm back @ Fernvale. Last nyt kita blek sni. Well, nenek was quite mad bila baba bgitau dia yg we's stayin ovr @Fernvale mebe 4 a mth. Baba kta suara dia mcm mrah2 je bila dia ckp. She said she dun mind n dia pun brani tggl sorg but den dari nada suara dia, baba da tau dia mrah. Nenek bkn nye suka bila baba come ovr my plc. Lgi2 klau dia tdo sni. Haiz..

Ingt lgi seh dlu, baba & mak stayd ovr my plc a mth b4 I b'salin Dhirah n lpas b'salin lak, dey stayd 4 another 2mths. D reasons dey stayd 4 dat long coz dorg nak jga I. Beh dia bole ckp.. "Bilang bapak engkau, dia nak tggl lama2 kat rmh engkau pun takpe.. Rmh Bishan ni jual je.." Yg ni lgi touchin.. "Aku tggl kat sni sorg2, klau mati pun takde org tau!!" Pe seh.. pdahal baba da bgitau dia seh dat dey will b stayin my plc lma n askd my nenek tu stay at my aunt's plc beh dia yg tnak.

Its not dat I tnak ajk my nenek ikut skali tdo my plc. Beh dia tu crewet sgt ar. Sape seh bole tahan dgn karenah dia nti. Lgipun der wun b enuf rms 4 her. Dia klau le tnak kongski blik dgn ssape. U jz imagine, msa tym me still single.. I, anak dara tdo dgn my two brothers. Kita 3org shared a rm n nenek hv her own rm. U guys msti tak caya wat I'm goin say nx.. She wun even let us inside her rm. If eva kita msuk pun stakat nak pasang kan langsir during hari rya. Tu pun nak kna msuk sblm dia lap bilik. Klau once dia da lap.. dats it, DO NOT ENTER!! Hehee..

Dats y, me tak brani nak sound nenek to stay ovr at my plc. Nti kang.. klau I da mop/sapu rmh, dia buat blek. Klau tak buat, dia kta me 'kemproh' pulak. Tak rela aku.. Biar la I buat suma kje I sndri.. Puas hati pun sbb kita yg buat bkn org lain. Btul tak?

Ckp psal kje rmh, act baru jgk hbis kmas rmh nie. I kmas mane yg patut. Bukak playpen n her other tings n put it aside. Jdi nti once baby blek, da senang. Takya t'cari2 lgi. Baba help me sapu/mop rmh n lap tingkap. Kcian dia kna buat ni suma. Hubby takde, dia kje kan.. Nak tggu hubby yg buat, mimggu dpn agknye baru dia kmas.. By d tym baby pun da blek agknye.. C Dhirah pun sibuk2 jgk. Dia bontot je mane atuk dia pegi espo bila atuk mop/sapu. Pntang dia klau kita buat ni dua kje. Degil bila kita kta lntai tu bsah. Tetap dia nak jln jgk.. Last2 pe lgi.. Jtuh la dia! Hahaa..

K la, bdn da m'leket nie n b'peluh.. Gotta wash up, ltr hubby nak pick me up go tgk Diah. Pe a agknye dia tgh buat skrg eh.. Smlm msa kita dtg tgk.. dia tdo.. still under phototherapy. Hopefully jaundice nye da kurang ar.. Tnak la klau dia kna stay lma2.. Rindu mama dia ni nti.. Hehe.. K la, dats it. Tk cr all..

Yeah.. I'm back!!

I was awake so early in d mornin. Most tym wat I did was jz lyin on my bed as I listened to d radio. Or sumtimes, got a fren to talk to on d fon. Lyn was alwez der for me.

Abt 10am, doc came in n checkd on me. He said I'm able to go back ltr during lunch tym. I was glad. Wen I askd abt my baby, he said he's not sure coz he's not d one in charge of babies. So I waited patiently 4 another news 2 b broke. Well, I was not surprised wen d doc broke d news abt my princess havin high jaundice n she cun go back todae. Coz previously, Dhirah too had dis prob.

I calld hubby n he took haf day 2 fetch me hm. He's kinda disappointed la wen our princess cun go back but wat can we do. We'll jz pray hard dat she's gonna b ok je la. B4 headin hm, we visit d nursery 1st. Said our gdbye 2 my lil one n left aftr askin d nurse abt her drinkin. She said her drinkin wise was gd. Comparin wif Dhirah, she drinks well. Hearin dat, I'm glad. Alhamdulillah.

Jz got hm jgk nie.. Tink I nid my rest aftr dis. Den nti ptg nak go back hosp n visit my lil princess..

Arrival of Nur Nadiah Nisabella

Hi guys.. here's my 2nd labour xperience..

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5th April

I went 4 my checkup @KKH. Back hm, hubby & I discussed if supposing d doc wna admit me today, dun go for it. Tell dem, we'll juz wait the time 2 come naturally. But tings went differently wen we'r in d doc's rm.

Doc sent me for scannin to check on baby's estimated weight. 1wk ago, baby was ard 3.4kg but todae it weighs 3.7kg and due to dat, doc gotta admit me todae. She's juz afraid baby may grow even bigger. She even said, she may get me induced to make d delivery process faster and ders no possibility for normal delivery, den its gonna b a caesarian. Gosh.. dat made me cried!!

I calld several pple askin for opinions n most of dem advised me to get admitted. Its best for both mum & baby, dey said. Aftr much consideration, I agreed. Aftr we'r done wif d paperwrks, a nurse brought me to my bed n hubby left hm to bring all my stuffs. Most important was Nadhirah. I dunno why but I kinda miss her so much.

Ltr that aftrnoon.. hubby arrived with both my parents and lil Nadhirah. Tried huggin her but she pushed me aside. This happen for few times. Maybe she knew that she's gonna hv a baby sister soon.

Den, its tym 2 proceed 2 labour ward. Hubby & I went down together holdin hands. HE assured me evrytins gonna b fine. Once der, make mysef comfy on d bed. Doc arrived and checkd my cervix n said its hardly 1cm open. I was duhh.. I tot earlier d doc said its oredi 2cm n nw its hardly even open 1cm?! Hmm..

Waited again.. hubby was by my side most time unless he has to go for a smoke. Ard 7.45pm, doc insert d tablet in me. Dey said dey'll kip track 4 2hrs. If dey aint any contractions or any signs.. dey'll send me back 2 d ward. And tru enuf, I was sent back to d ward n poor hubby gotta to leave.

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6th April

I was havin my rest at abt 12.00am wen a nurse came in n said she wna cek my baby's heartbeat n keepin track of my contractions. She den left me 4 haf hr and wen she's back, d 1st qns she askd me was..

Nurse: "R u in pain?"
Me: "No.. not reli"
Nurse: "Huh.. no ar? But ur contractions evry 2mins u knw.. I tink I betta send u back 2 d labour ward. I scared u giv birth here leh.."

I was shockd n tak t'kta pape. She den askd me, u wna go dwn? I told her, 4 nw, no pain yet, mebe ltr ar. She said ok but if I'm in pain, press d call bell n she'll askd sumone 2 send me ovr 2 labour ward. I den calld hubby. He's alredi aslp. Kcian seh. I bilang dia, u jz get ursef prepared la coz I myt nid him anytym frm nw. Hubby kta ok, klau once me da tranfer dwn, call him.

Abt 1.30am, I suddenly felt dat my back startin 2 hurts. Mebe its tru, its oredi tym. So I pressd d call bell n soon aftr dat, sumone brought me 2 d labour ward. Got mysef comfy lyin on d bed again den I calld hubby.

While waitin 4 him 2 come ovr, I jz ly der doin nutin. Den came in d nurse n d doc. Dey checkd on my cervix n its oredi 3cm open. Doc askd if I'm redi to burst my waterbag. I said yes. Once its burst.. I panickd. Hahaa..

Hubby arrived shortly aftr dey broke my waterbag. Frm den on, he stayed by my side. Din even leave me 4 a while. Mcm dlu, kjp2 dia kuar trun bwh coz tak tahan dgn sejuk. But nw, dia da pndai. Dia pkai jacket n stokin. Haha..

Den d contraction starts scarin me. Sakit.. Esp my back, it hurts lyk.. ders no words to describe it. Sori. And suddenly, dis came across my mind. EPIDURAL!! Yeah.. I took dat.. Aftr takin epidural, it doesnt hurt much as b4 takin it n w/o realisin hw tym flies, my cervix had open 5cm.

Aftr a while.. I suddenly felt a sharp pain at my back. I was tinkin, is d epidural wrkin or not? It is so wasted if it reli doesnt help me. I calld out 4 d doc hu gav me d epidural n askd him y I'm still in pain doe I'v taken d epidural. He askd me several qns regardin my pain n heard him intructin d midwife to check my cervix. Guess wat? Yes, its TIME!! I was shoockd mysef too coz it seems so fast.

I put awy d gas mask n concentrate on my breathin but I kinda find it difficult coz sakit nye aduii.. takle tahan!! Doc askd me if I feel lyk sumtin's comin out, giv it a very BIG push. 1st tym, I failed 2 do it n almost giv up. I even told hubby dat. Hubby gav me his words of encouragement lyk sayin, if tym deliver Dhirah I can do it. Sure I can do it dis tym round too.. Den I tried again 4 d second tym.. pun sma jgk. Gav mysef another chance. Dis tym round, d midwife get another nurse 2 help out. She helpd me pulld back my legs sinz I cant do it mysef.

Finally.. baby's out @0537hrs. Hubby knfm wif me dat I'v got another gal. Dhirah's got a lil sister n dia da jdi kakak nw. Alhamdulillah.. Smua nye slmt. I was told she weighs 3516g n 50cm tall.. Lbeh berat dari Dhirah n lbeh tggi dari Dhirah n ges wat.. She's much fairer den Dhirah!! hehehe..

Here's 1st pics of both Dhirah & Diah taken @labour ward. Beautiful lil angels aint dey?!



Nur Nadhirah Natasha.. born on 27th Dec 2004 @0857hrs. Weighs 3350g, Height 49cm
Nur Nadiah Nisabella.. born on 6th Apr 2006 @0537hrs. Weighs 3516g, Height 50cm

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Had my rest.. I was pretty tired. Seriusly, dis tym round.. I mcm lmbik skit.

At both visitin hrs.. Dhirah came dwn wif mak & others. She still doesnt want to talk/kiss/hug me. But I notis she loves her baby sister. So sweet of her kissin Nadiah's red cheeks.

Nadiah looks like chinese seh. Lan was disturbin me.. "in ur delivery suite, der aint any chinese lady givin birth right?" hahaha.. veri funny right. Is der still a kes of swopping babies todae?

Tink dats all 4 todae. 2 all yg dtg jenguk me & baby @hosp KKH, thx. Reli appreciate ur presence. More pics.. click d pics below.