From Me to You(Hubby)

I'm not myself todae. I'm more to d emo + sensitive side. *sigh* I hate bein like this. I'v tried putting away all d doubts I had overnite but its didnt seems to go away. My mind's is floatin, wandering abt in d thin air I'm breathing nw. Cries out loud each time it reminds me of it. *scream* I felt suffocated at times that I almost collapsed. =(

Everything i did todae seems wrong. I cant slp, eat or even play n laugh wif d gals. Every lil mistakes d gals do, dey ends up getting scolded. *sigh* I cried each time I scolded dem. I felt like knockin my head against d wall.. Ishk..

Is HE testing my patience? Mebe.. All I need to hav nw is faith n trust.. TRUST? Hmm.. Do I trust him enuf? Is it getting lesser or more each day? I dunnoo.. dont seems to hv d ans todae. But definately I will trust him till end of time. Insya'allah.


Bie..

Evasince u touched my heart the first day we met, you've been my ONLY ONE. You are whom, I shared my tears n joys. Without you, life wouldnt get any better. You are my EVERYTHING!! NO ONE can eva replace you or NO ONE can eva separate US besides HIM!!
Till DEATH do us part..

I will love you forever!!

Yours truly,
Nor


Bie.. I'm sori for the tears I made u shed.. I'm terribly sori but I just cant control myself. I'm afraid of losing you as much as u do.. *sobz*