Fernvale Spring.. Here I come

I'm back @ Fernvale. Last nyt kita blek sni. Well, nenek was quite mad bila baba bgitau dia yg we's stayin ovr @Fernvale mebe 4 a mth. Baba kta suara dia mcm mrah2 je bila dia ckp. She said she dun mind n dia pun brani tggl sorg but den dari nada suara dia, baba da tau dia mrah. Nenek bkn nye suka bila baba come ovr my plc. Lgi2 klau dia tdo sni. Haiz..

Ingt lgi seh dlu, baba & mak stayd ovr my plc a mth b4 I b'salin Dhirah n lpas b'salin lak, dey stayd 4 another 2mths. D reasons dey stayd 4 dat long coz dorg nak jga I. Beh dia bole ckp.. "Bilang bapak engkau, dia nak tggl lama2 kat rmh engkau pun takpe.. Rmh Bishan ni jual je.." Yg ni lgi touchin.. "Aku tggl kat sni sorg2, klau mati pun takde org tau!!" Pe seh.. pdahal baba da bgitau dia seh dat dey will b stayin my plc lma n askd my nenek tu stay at my aunt's plc beh dia yg tnak.

Its not dat I tnak ajk my nenek ikut skali tdo my plc. Beh dia tu crewet sgt ar. Sape seh bole tahan dgn karenah dia nti. Lgipun der wun b enuf rms 4 her. Dia klau le tnak kongski blik dgn ssape. U jz imagine, msa tym me still single.. I, anak dara tdo dgn my two brothers. Kita 3org shared a rm n nenek hv her own rm. U guys msti tak caya wat I'm goin say nx.. She wun even let us inside her rm. If eva kita msuk pun stakat nak pasang kan langsir during hari rya. Tu pun nak kna msuk sblm dia lap bilik. Klau once dia da lap.. dats it, DO NOT ENTER!! Hehee..

Dats y, me tak brani nak sound nenek to stay ovr at my plc. Nti kang.. klau I da mop/sapu rmh, dia buat blek. Klau tak buat, dia kta me 'kemproh' pulak. Tak rela aku.. Biar la I buat suma kje I sndri.. Puas hati pun sbb kita yg buat bkn org lain. Btul tak?

Ckp psal kje rmh, act baru jgk hbis kmas rmh nie. I kmas mane yg patut. Bukak playpen n her other tings n put it aside. Jdi nti once baby blek, da senang. Takya t'cari2 lgi. Baba help me sapu/mop rmh n lap tingkap. Kcian dia kna buat ni suma. Hubby takde, dia kje kan.. Nak tggu hubby yg buat, mimggu dpn agknye baru dia kmas.. By d tym baby pun da blek agknye.. C Dhirah pun sibuk2 jgk. Dia bontot je mane atuk dia pegi espo bila atuk mop/sapu. Pntang dia klau kita buat ni dua kje. Degil bila kita kta lntai tu bsah. Tetap dia nak jln jgk.. Last2 pe lgi.. Jtuh la dia! Hahaa..

K la, bdn da m'leket nie n b'peluh.. Gotta wash up, ltr hubby nak pick me up go tgk Diah. Pe a agknye dia tgh buat skrg eh.. Smlm msa kita dtg tgk.. dia tdo.. still under phototherapy. Hopefully jaundice nye da kurang ar.. Tnak la klau dia kna stay lma2.. Rindu mama dia ni nti.. Hehe.. K la, dats it. Tk cr all..

Yeah.. I'm back!!

I was awake so early in d mornin. Most tym wat I did was jz lyin on my bed as I listened to d radio. Or sumtimes, got a fren to talk to on d fon. Lyn was alwez der for me.

Abt 10am, doc came in n checkd on me. He said I'm able to go back ltr during lunch tym. I was glad. Wen I askd abt my baby, he said he's not sure coz he's not d one in charge of babies. So I waited patiently 4 another news 2 b broke. Well, I was not surprised wen d doc broke d news abt my princess havin high jaundice n she cun go back todae. Coz previously, Dhirah too had dis prob.

I calld hubby n he took haf day 2 fetch me hm. He's kinda disappointed la wen our princess cun go back but wat can we do. We'll jz pray hard dat she's gonna b ok je la. B4 headin hm, we visit d nursery 1st. Said our gdbye 2 my lil one n left aftr askin d nurse abt her drinkin. She said her drinkin wise was gd. Comparin wif Dhirah, she drinks well. Hearin dat, I'm glad. Alhamdulillah.

Jz got hm jgk nie.. Tink I nid my rest aftr dis. Den nti ptg nak go back hosp n visit my lil princess..

Arrival of Nur Nadiah Nisabella

Hi guys.. here's my 2nd labour xperience..

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5th April

I went 4 my checkup @KKH. Back hm, hubby & I discussed if supposing d doc wna admit me today, dun go for it. Tell dem, we'll juz wait the time 2 come naturally. But tings went differently wen we'r in d doc's rm.

Doc sent me for scannin to check on baby's estimated weight. 1wk ago, baby was ard 3.4kg but todae it weighs 3.7kg and due to dat, doc gotta admit me todae. She's juz afraid baby may grow even bigger. She even said, she may get me induced to make d delivery process faster and ders no possibility for normal delivery, den its gonna b a caesarian. Gosh.. dat made me cried!!

I calld several pple askin for opinions n most of dem advised me to get admitted. Its best for both mum & baby, dey said. Aftr much consideration, I agreed. Aftr we'r done wif d paperwrks, a nurse brought me to my bed n hubby left hm to bring all my stuffs. Most important was Nadhirah. I dunno why but I kinda miss her so much.

Ltr that aftrnoon.. hubby arrived with both my parents and lil Nadhirah. Tried huggin her but she pushed me aside. This happen for few times. Maybe she knew that she's gonna hv a baby sister soon.

Den, its tym 2 proceed 2 labour ward. Hubby & I went down together holdin hands. HE assured me evrytins gonna b fine. Once der, make mysef comfy on d bed. Doc arrived and checkd my cervix n said its hardly 1cm open. I was duhh.. I tot earlier d doc said its oredi 2cm n nw its hardly even open 1cm?! Hmm..

Waited again.. hubby was by my side most time unless he has to go for a smoke. Ard 7.45pm, doc insert d tablet in me. Dey said dey'll kip track 4 2hrs. If dey aint any contractions or any signs.. dey'll send me back 2 d ward. And tru enuf, I was sent back to d ward n poor hubby gotta to leave.

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6th April

I was havin my rest at abt 12.00am wen a nurse came in n said she wna cek my baby's heartbeat n keepin track of my contractions. She den left me 4 haf hr and wen she's back, d 1st qns she askd me was..

Nurse: "R u in pain?"
Me: "No.. not reli"
Nurse: "Huh.. no ar? But ur contractions evry 2mins u knw.. I tink I betta send u back 2 d labour ward. I scared u giv birth here leh.."

I was shockd n tak t'kta pape. She den askd me, u wna go dwn? I told her, 4 nw, no pain yet, mebe ltr ar. She said ok but if I'm in pain, press d call bell n she'll askd sumone 2 send me ovr 2 labour ward. I den calld hubby. He's alredi aslp. Kcian seh. I bilang dia, u jz get ursef prepared la coz I myt nid him anytym frm nw. Hubby kta ok, klau once me da tranfer dwn, call him.

Abt 1.30am, I suddenly felt dat my back startin 2 hurts. Mebe its tru, its oredi tym. So I pressd d call bell n soon aftr dat, sumone brought me 2 d labour ward. Got mysef comfy lyin on d bed again den I calld hubby.

While waitin 4 him 2 come ovr, I jz ly der doin nutin. Den came in d nurse n d doc. Dey checkd on my cervix n its oredi 3cm open. Doc askd if I'm redi to burst my waterbag. I said yes. Once its burst.. I panickd. Hahaa..

Hubby arrived shortly aftr dey broke my waterbag. Frm den on, he stayed by my side. Din even leave me 4 a while. Mcm dlu, kjp2 dia kuar trun bwh coz tak tahan dgn sejuk. But nw, dia da pndai. Dia pkai jacket n stokin. Haha..

Den d contraction starts scarin me. Sakit.. Esp my back, it hurts lyk.. ders no words to describe it. Sori. And suddenly, dis came across my mind. EPIDURAL!! Yeah.. I took dat.. Aftr takin epidural, it doesnt hurt much as b4 takin it n w/o realisin hw tym flies, my cervix had open 5cm.

Aftr a while.. I suddenly felt a sharp pain at my back. I was tinkin, is d epidural wrkin or not? It is so wasted if it reli doesnt help me. I calld out 4 d doc hu gav me d epidural n askd him y I'm still in pain doe I'v taken d epidural. He askd me several qns regardin my pain n heard him intructin d midwife to check my cervix. Guess wat? Yes, its TIME!! I was shoockd mysef too coz it seems so fast.

I put awy d gas mask n concentrate on my breathin but I kinda find it difficult coz sakit nye aduii.. takle tahan!! Doc askd me if I feel lyk sumtin's comin out, giv it a very BIG push. 1st tym, I failed 2 do it n almost giv up. I even told hubby dat. Hubby gav me his words of encouragement lyk sayin, if tym deliver Dhirah I can do it. Sure I can do it dis tym round too.. Den I tried again 4 d second tym.. pun sma jgk. Gav mysef another chance. Dis tym round, d midwife get another nurse 2 help out. She helpd me pulld back my legs sinz I cant do it mysef.

Finally.. baby's out @0537hrs. Hubby knfm wif me dat I'v got another gal. Dhirah's got a lil sister n dia da jdi kakak nw. Alhamdulillah.. Smua nye slmt. I was told she weighs 3516g n 50cm tall.. Lbeh berat dari Dhirah n lbeh tggi dari Dhirah n ges wat.. She's much fairer den Dhirah!! hehehe..

Here's 1st pics of both Dhirah & Diah taken @labour ward. Beautiful lil angels aint dey?!



Nur Nadhirah Natasha.. born on 27th Dec 2004 @0857hrs. Weighs 3350g, Height 49cm
Nur Nadiah Nisabella.. born on 6th Apr 2006 @0537hrs. Weighs 3516g, Height 50cm

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Had my rest.. I was pretty tired. Seriusly, dis tym round.. I mcm lmbik skit.

At both visitin hrs.. Dhirah came dwn wif mak & others. She still doesnt want to talk/kiss/hug me. But I notis she loves her baby sister. So sweet of her kissin Nadiah's red cheeks.

Nadiah looks like chinese seh. Lan was disturbin me.. "in ur delivery suite, der aint any chinese lady givin birth right?" hahaha.. veri funny right. Is der still a kes of swopping babies todae?

Tink dats all 4 todae. 2 all yg dtg jenguk me & baby @hosp KKH, thx. Reli appreciate ur presence. More pics.. click d pics below.